Wishes Within Daydreams

The Reason

Okay, so the very reason I started this online journal is because I wanted free space within my brain. I dunno, I bet my brain's dealing with enough stress and clutter from my workload or maybe I've been worrying too much about how to start anew as an incoming high school junior with a perfect year ahead. The other reason is, I love to daydream. Whenever I find myself doing nothing, my brain starts whish-whooshing around whipping up a new story. Basically, my daydreams are about my dream life. Unfinshed and little scraps of my wishes mixed with the all sorts of clutter in my brain. I find myself dreaming of the perfect guy, my first kiss, my marriage, my new car, my high-paying job, a new house, and even pictures of me wearing that expensive shirt I've been eyeing on for months.

The Problem

After daydreaming, the story unfolded begins to fold itself back again. It then goes to the inner depths of my brain that I can never reach. Then I can never find that story again. I feel devastated at times when I tell myself, "I remember dreaming about the perfect first kiss, but I forgot the details." Even more devastated when I plan to use it in a story I'm preparing to write.

The Solution

I made this journal to jot those daydreams. It would give me freedom to forget them, and come back when I need an instant pick-me-up or an instant new detail into the stories I write. I know you're probably not interested, but I hope you would take time to read my daydreams - a reflection of my wishes.